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24 May, 2008

ON (permanent) HIATUS

*with my pocket money on the line
i'd rather not blog anymore.

back to writing in diaries.

taa

blow me away
luvv.teeminx

21 May, 2008

post #120
hey y'all!

it's the 2nd last day of school tmr!
wheee
then friday is horror day:
we're getting back our MY-reports
what with all the expectations and all that shit
not meeting them will hurt and cause a LOT of trouble ><

stuff to do during hols:
- bio pt with sam and jess
- ss pt [alone lol]
- chinese pt with ellyweleanor
- ANGKLUNG SYMPOSIUM and 8pracs to go with it
the concert is on 17th june! 7-8.45pm (:
in the evelyn norris hall, rgs.
tickets are going at five bucks ONLY!! ((:
all interested please email me at drizzle.breeze@gmail.com
it could well be an SSA
and there are guys performing too ^^

today's expoMYA was rather fine i must say
though whenever i feel over confident for my exam
i dont do too well for it. beh
now i got so much info on bodyimage i can rattle on to moy

speaking of which,
the room feels absolutely empty without her.
and this morning i woke up late ><
that's life without my sister. haha

it's time for a change of URL soons.
since this blog is very much for my own eyes only,
only the people who have tagged will get the URL! (:
so if you want it, just tag.
will be checking this site regularly still.
and hemin! sorry. i dont have your link.
if you're reading this, tag again with your link so i can tell you my new url.

#MIN
talking to you on MSN lerr lol

my 120th post here and i end this account
sniff.

sighhh
see you on the other side!
taaaa

hear- 91.3FM
talk- min (:

blow me away
luvv.teeminx

19 May, 2008

post #119

happy vesak day to all
and
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GNEISS!!!
you're fifteen!! (:
gave ya a muffin
but it aint enough ><
after all you've done for me
so i got you something from taka ystd! lol
sorry dear, it's so last minute
i FORGOT!!! >< forgive me

to the ncc part[c]s i know
ie gneiss, shiing, bek, roxanne, jameh, srish, mish, lingxi, (chengee)
anqi, hamizah, and yujia
[lol 12 out 15 of them.]
hope your mock specs were okay!!
(: it was tough. i can tell! ><
toughly scary. scarily tough.
it makes Y'ALL tough! and scary. haha
rock on y'all!

***
right now i'm supposed to be doing the mindmap that i have been working on since TEN this morning
aieee ms ang is scarily serious for a relief teacher ><
the effing mindmap is sooooooo siann

***
just fallen in love with leona lewis' take a bow
so take a bow
cos you've taken everything else
you've played a part
and like a star you played it so well

i gave you love
all you gave me was pretense

so take a bow
love it

***
#DA GE!!!
today da ge was high.
i really doubted if it was him or not lol
there were 'haha's inserted everywhere
and he talked weird. LOL
but whatever it is, we talked for a good long time
something which we havent done in AGES
and i had loads to tell him (:
he promised me to help solve my problem! XD
and he reallly reallyyy helped me with the effing mindmap
thank you kor! XD iloveyous! XDD
but what really made my day was him telling me
HE AND ER GE ARE COMING HOME!!!!
da ge mon/tues next week!!
er ge by the weekend!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel bouncy already

***
#MEI
leaving for KL tmr.
i dont know what to feel. haha
happy or sad.
after all, it's a very close confidante that's leaving me
and at the same time, a very irritating sister
^^

***
tags:
#MIN
lol hello. miss talking to you on msn! (:
#TIBBZ
love you toos!

***
kinda lengthy post today eh
now back to my STUUUPID mindmap
taaaaa

hear- far away by nickelback
i keep dreaming you'll be with me, and you'll never know
stop breathing if i don't see you anymore
talk- TIBBZ<3

blow me away
luvv.teeminx

16 May, 2008

post#118

i don't know why
i suddenly feel this immense hatred.
some form of really negative emotions towards you
like i keep telling myself i hate you
maybe it's evanescence. lol

now i will tell you what i've done for you
fifteen thousand tears i've cried
screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me, going under

don't want your hand this time i'll save myself
maybe i'll wake up for once
-going under

over you cannot describe how i feel any better
this applies to both wj and _____

now that it's all said and done
i can't believe you were the one
to build me up then tear me down
like an old abandoned house
what you said when you left
just left me cold and out of breath
fell too far was in way too deep
guess i let you get the best of me

well i never saw it coming
i should've started running
a long long time ago
well i never i'd doubt you
i'm better off without you
more than you more than you know
i'm slowly getting closure
i guess it's really over
i'm finally getting better
now i'm picking up the pieces
spending all of these years
putting my heart back together

cos the day i thought i'd never get through
i got over you
-over you
learnt this song yesterday
and i really felt it when i played (:
guess it's really getting to me
i'm so over you (:

that's what you get when you let your heart win
but it won't win so easy anymore
cos it's shattered, broken and torn into pieces

and you still don't think you're wrong

hear- that's what you get by paramore
talk- anghui
[which reminds me. anghui! you rock!
thanks for all the encouraging emails.]

blow me away
luvv.teeminx

15 May, 2008

#post 117
this is posting between papers. ><

so far, there's math and bio.
it's not a very good mark
but it is better than yesterday! XD
woohoo.
now for history and hcl
i think that will not beee good =X

first 3.6 of the papers
probably the only 3.6 i can get.
at least i have something to celebrate about now =)

trying to put _____ at the back of my brain
and shoving everything away into a bottomless pit of bad memories.
it's working, somewhat.

my mission for the week and next:
not to talk to _____
not to see _____
not to do anything that involves _____
i hope it works.

(:
*am posting from an iBook G4
and the safari doesnt really support blogger posts functions
so this post may come out a bit strange*

#MIN.
we had a really good talk last night haha
yep. i think it's plain infatuation lol
luvyas.
and thanks for *ahem* the 'advice' (:
rock on girl

hear- nothing
talk- (iBooks have no messengers lol)

blow me away
luvv.teeminx